will the rain ever stop??

juz go n watch the premier of the movie sky high...i know tats kinda lame...but it was free anyway...wanie won 2 tickets n ask me 2 go wif her...we were wearin skool uniform n all the people kept lookin at us...very paisey...luckily got 2 other people wearin skool uniforms too...one guy is cute cute...if im nt wrong his name is kristopher...i saw his name tag n he is frm assumption english school...then in the movies i sat beside justin ang the perfect 10 dj...then the movie ended like bout 9 n it was raining heavily n it was cold..my stomach was grumbling cuz me n wanie ate popcorn n drink coke for breakfast...then we need to cross the road to take the bus but we must run a long distance in the rain...then tak jadi...then gt one tibs bus datang... we just boarded the bus without knowing where it goes to...then tat cute guy was sittin in front of us..wanie ask him where it goes 2..then he said woodlands..i freaked out cuz tats very far...then the guy was quite kind n ask us where we live...n told us the buses tat we can take...so kind of him...then at last turon kat chinatown n took the train home...then i took 101 to go home...saw a van on fire near hougang polyclinic...people in the bus was juz laughin like it was some kind of a joke...i wanted to call the fire brigade but forget the number...dalam bas pun bleh bau asap dier seh...then reach home wet...very wet...then at home no food...i bathe n then cook instant noodles...how pathetic...

firstly..happy birthday dad!!!


juz now at skool mrs low very scary seh...she was talkin about people defaming teachers at blog n how these people will be dealt wif by the law...my heart stop 4 a second there...i was so nervous but i dun tink i've written anything nasty tat will hurt anyone...cuz they jolly well know its so true...luckily i didn't add the 'teachers' friendster account...kk...anyone who read my blog n tink tat they r offended pls inform me...n i'll delete it...enough bout this alreadi..


i never update my blog yesterday cuz i went 2 my old house which was rented out...i was devastated 2 find tat the house didint look like wat it look like 3 yrs ago...a lot of furnitures were thrown away by the tenants...i was quite pissed off cuz there's a lot of memories of my late mum...i cant even find all my medal tat i receive during my pri sch days ...dunno why but i can feel tears welling up in my eyes when i step into the house...i guess i missed those old days...

then yesterday my step mum n half bro came 2 singapore...my half bro,haikal is so cute n is learning how 2 walk...its very funny cuz he keep fallin...then yesterday my aunt ask me n my step mum whether we want to go to bazaar geylang on the eve of raya at 4 am n i was like WAT??i dun tink i can wake up...

nottin to do.

here's an update on wat happen on sunday n yesterday...
on sunday went to geylang wif my family to buy baju raya...then i bought this black baju kurung n my aunt was like.."eh..asal beli colour hitam??beli biru punye lah...kite sumer pakai biru..takkan hari raya nak pakai hitam..kan hitam mcm solemn gitu..its supposed to be a happy occassion.."n she went on n on...
then i said.."alah takper lah..yg colour lain sumer tak lawa...nt my taste..hitam takpe aper..bleh gothic sikit this year..."
then she took this blue colour baju tat is so....old fashion n she says its nice...i gt my way n bought the black one..
then i saw badrun collect derma...muker selamba aje...sesak seh geylang...then fadly also bought black baju n kene marah ngan my aunt...n i juz laugh...so funny seh my aunt...fad also mengamuk...then we breakfast at banquet...the lemon chicken rice very nice seh...then i bought pink baju kebaya..my aunt belanja cuz she doesnt like the black one..haha...

then yesterday i ask my maid to iron the baju then skali she ternampak got a tear on the pink baju...then ibu gt home then i tell her bout it...then she was like.."nanti lepas buka ikut ibu gi geylang nak gi tukar...nanti bleh beli kain langsir skali.."
i was so lazy then i say.."alah...tak payah tukar lah...malas arh nak kluar...ajak fadly arh...."
but fad was goin for 'terawih'...nampak sah bedek...then she want to go alone...kesian pulak then i ikut jugak...luckily can change the baju n i took green one instead of pink..haha...my aunt goin to blow up if she knows this..pink is juz not my colour...guess wat i was wearing when i go geylang yesterday...i wore this black skirt wif blue t-shirt n blue sweater...its so tak matching... cuz i no mood to dress up...i juz wear wat i can grab frm my wadrobe...then i bought this green necklace so can wear wif the green kebaya..

then this morning i was awoken by my handphone...lke shit arh...tengah tido sedap2...but it my fault 4 putting my phone under my pillow yesterday...dunno wat i was tinkin by doing tat...vibration bukan main kuat...hafeez msg askin whether im goin wif them 4 breakfast...then i said no cuz i no money...sorie cuz i had to lie...they wouldn't want me there anyway so why lie to urself...without me there u guys can talk bout wateva u wan..hope u guys have fun...i used to follow them cuz of him...if he's going then im goin too...but then i noticed tat under the influence of tat bitch...he have fallen for another bitch...so fuck off...i have no other reason 4 following u guys..

i feel bad..

My grandad passed away yesterday...i was neva close to him but i feel bad cuz i did not get the chance to meet him 4 the last time...its not tat i dun wanna meet him..its juz tat he lives in indonesia n how the heck am i going to go there myself...now my relatives on my mom side are angry at me 4 nt visitin them 4 so long...juz wanna tell them tat i still regard them as my family although my mom passed away...im still angry at my grandma though...she's the reason my mom's dead...i hate her!!!dun think at i'll forgive u...mayb everybody else forgive u but nt me...i dunno why but i juz feel lost these days...i miss my mom like crazy n life isn't tat great..im beginning 2 drift away from my frens n neva contact them 4 a long time...i juz feel like staying at home n reflect on myself cuz apparently some people dun like me n tat making me feel shitty everytime im in skool...to my frens...sorie 4 not hanging out wif u guys anymore...i juz wanna be alone at the moment...i feel like going to the esplanade alone 2morrow...the scenery there is calming...but then very weird seh go there alone...weekdays somemore...sure no people...haiz... lyfe juz sux...

YaY!!!..N levels are over!!!!!!....

Finally...i can update my blog...my dad banned me from using the comp n he ask my maid to keep an eye on us so tat we dun use the comp...now tat the n levels are over...i can do watever i want...this is wat i tink bout the n levels...the easiest would be the maths paper 1 n the most difficult is the geography paper...tat paper was a killer...chemistry n physics was okay2...can do but dunno get correct or not...i just wish that i can get at least 10 points...i'll be contented wif tat...i dun wanna go to ite...poa paper was quite difficult but can do...yay!!!2morrow no skool!!! friday then need to go to skool...