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went out wif wanie juz now...its a great way to end the year...its 11.27 now...another 33min till new yr...i guess i'll spend the new yr at home tomorrow...rite now im doing my homework while waitin for my nails to dry...i bought black nail polish for 1 buck juz now...so cheap...should have bought a lot...i've been thinkin bought my new yrs resolution...so here it is...
1)study like mad for o levels
2)no more going out at night
3)no relationships
4)save money to perm my hair
5)lose weight...(tis is on my list every but have never been achieved..haha)
6)read more books cuz my english is suffering
7)clean my room...(its a mess)
8)be more serious bout things
9)follow my heart
10)i want to dye my hair charcoal black wif red highlights
when school ends...
11)be more understanding...
That is all tat i can think about for now...i know there's more...some are crappy i know...hahaha.....happy new year everybody!!!wohoo!!!

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TO ALL THOSE HATERS AT MY TAGBOARD:

pls write ur real name.u afraid of wat.juz write lah or are u a coward then??or juz put ur webbie there so i know who u are.do u even have the right to call me a bitch??do u even know me or do i know u??why are so so emo at wat i write about.does it affect u??u know...i think u are so immature.put ur nick as EEEEE lah...anonymous lah...but u are the same person.u want people to see tat many people hate me is it??please lah..i think im nt the one jealous but u are jealous of me somehow.wat is it about me wearing contact lenses and acting cute??as far as remember... im nt the type tat act cute...i dun talk much..i dun flirt..how can i be acting cute...anw..wat makes u think tat im jealous..im nt a jealous person..im nt even jealous when some girls flirt with my boyfriend..as for studies..i dun give a damn..im happy enough if i passed..i never did show off..not like some people who act like they know the ans but its wrong..some people juz cant accept the fact tat they are not always right..anw..i bet u want to know the reason why i hate her so much??..its bcuz there's this one time bout taking the malay o levels thingy.she didnt expect a stupid person like me to be choosen by the teacher to take o levels this yr..n indirectly she called me a flirt..since when do i flirt??i think its she who always flirt.in class she would sit facing the guys behind her and have her back facing the teacher..n she is such a control queen.she expects people to agree with her everytime..like wat movie to watch...wat time to meet...where to go...she always get her way... i pity the people actually listens to her...one more thing..she says bad stuff behind people back n act nice in front of them...like for example...during remedial for o levels tis girl(i name her N) pakse her to sit together but she want to sit with her frens which is going to graduate 1 yr b4 her cuz she retain right..then behind N's back...she told us how N irritates her but they are actually close n always together..then...there's tis one teacher tat she always talk shit about but in front of the teacher she acts like an angel which totally disgust me..n she's always trying to become a teacher's pet..actin cute all the time..i have always kept this all to myself but then it wasnt worth it cuz people dun know the truth and accuse me anyhow...like calling me a bitch...which i am not...so pls...dun judge me anyhow...i dun wanna write anything regarding her in my blog but u people keeps talkin bout her...i hope this is the last time that i need to write bout her...

arghhh

ARgHHHhh!!!How dare she!!!WTF!!U fugly byotch!!!u friggin bitch!!
she should stick a stick in her own ass first!!Eh!!!KAu dengar sini eh cik kak!!
AKu tak pernah carik gaduh ngan kau!!Yg kau melebih tu apesal!!Kau nak org pity kau for being my victim ke pe!!jgn nak act cute lah..menyampah aku!!aku dah try nak baik2 ngan kau tapi kau yg tak nak!!ANYWAYS!!kau ingat result kau bagus sangat ke??nie baru n levels lah..its small pieces!!abih dah nak action ngan aku!!WATEVA it is u still have to accept the fact that u were once a retainee my dear..So u still think u're all tat huh??BLEH BLAH!!!

Ps:hey byotch cant u understand english??i said haterz should fuck off rite??so wat are u doing here???FUCK THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!

YAY!!!i passed!!!now i can sleep soundly.i gt 6 points.yes!!!my mid yr i gt 8 points and prelims i gt 9.so it was a shock for me!!guess wat i get for english??..2!!yay!!i have not got a 2 for eng since sec 3!!n 3 for humanities.im lost for words.its my worst subject n the most difficult but i managed to get a 3.but...my science was depressing!!i gt a 4!!tats bad!!anyways...i was mostly happy bout my malay oral.i gt a distinction!!yup...instead of the usual merit..GOSH im so FLABBERGASTED!!
there was happiness in the air after we receive the results..the atmosphere before that was depressing!!when they said 4 people failed everybody almost cried.in fact...the moment we step into the hall some people were already crying including me!!hahah..im so emo...after that they were HUGS n TEARS OF JOy!!...but im in a dilemma!!i didnt want to go to ITE at first but i feel like i want to go there now... should i go ITE or sec 5 n take my O levels!!!Someone PLEASE HELP ME!!wat do u think is best for me??

Im UNDER PRESSURE!!!everybody is expecting me to pass my N levels!!wat if i fail??wouldnt they be dissapointed.wouldnt i feel bad.i regret not studying!!
i wish there's a time machine that can bring me back to the past!!i dun wanna retained cuz its embarrassing.i'll be a joke to them!!i seriously dun feel confident at all!!i need all the luck in the world!!so people wish me al the best!!my life gonnna end if i fail this!!ArGHHHhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

old mates

Buskers in the making


Lets give nasri the directory so he wont get lost again!!


juz now best seh!!met my pri sch classmate at my pri sch teacher house for a christmas gathering.me n nasri were not aware tat we were supposed to bring a gift n azizi didnt bought one too..so...we went to shop n save n bought a tin of oreo cookie tat cost $4.75.budget seh.but wat to do.its last minute.me n azizi onli paid $1 each.haha.nasri paid the rest and bought the gift wrapper.went we reach there we found out that it is actually a gift exchange.so...mr khoo had to find a way to make 2 more gifts.haha.then we had to pick a number from a box to see which gift we get.its like a lucky draw.i got a useless book nasri got a piggy bank n azizi got chocolates.nasri gave me his piggy bank cuz he didnt need it n azizi shared his chocolate.its good to be the only girl!!then on the way home on the train something funny happened.it was empty but when it reach orchard station...like tsunami seh..people rushing in wif their shopping bags.then i got squash!!i was listening to my mp3 then these 2 ladies sit on my left n right n were pushing me so that their friend can seat.i was sandwich between them.then ask me for directions over n over again.azizi was laughing away.i think i look funny.we decided to alight at kovan and snap some pictures.i lazy to upload cuz very slow lah..

PicNiC!!

Kau nampak aper alfee??Tuu.pokok bulu ketiak!!

Maner??AKu Tak nampak pun.


The Monkeys

Wackos!!

me n my sweety sis

i went to the beach again for a picnic.i swear im going there anymore cuz im seriously turning black!!but it was fun wif the wackos.there's this tree tat they called the pokok bulu ketiak.then alfee went crazy.he said "kalau bulan tak dekat langit bulan kat bawah pokok".does it even make sense??then..he asked..."korang tau asal langit tergantung.pasal its on a hanger!!"i couldnt help laughing!!he's weird.with his mohawk red hair he can become a clown.

yay

yay!!im updating my blog.yesterday went to east coast.got really bad sunburn n a really awful tan.im turning black.useless sunblock!!but it was fun.firstly woke up at 8am.tats an improvement cuz during the holidays i always wake up at bout 12 noon.i took a long time to get ready so i was quite late meeting them.decided to take the cab but there was none in sight.i was so angry n my hair was in a complete mess bcuz of the wind.then they was 2 guys waiting for a cab in front of me too.they have waited longer then me.then i went in front of them and manage to get a cab.its my lucky day!!we the cab move pass them i could see that they were quite pissed off.hahah.then went to the beach.its supposed to be a family outing but my cuzzie bought his friends.there was azhar,azlan,tasnim..hmm...n i dun know the rest of their names.they cycle all the way to east coast!!at first i didnt really want to get myself wet.then they actually drag me n threw me into the water.WTF!!!the sea water damaged my hair and itches my skin!!i used a whole tube of conditioner n my hair is still dry n cant be combed!!Azhar very funny seh.we buried him in the sand and gave him sand boobs!!too bad we forgot to take pictures.he's such a joker n very goofy!!hahah.then my aunt embarrased me.she said to Azhar,"dier ni kakak jadi tak boleh tackle dier."GOD!!!!i was so embarassed seh.tats the worst thing that will happen if aunts tag along!!then we all got really hungry n my aunt blanja all 16 of us to mcdonalds!!i got home at 8pm and when straight to bed.so tired seh.N I DIDNT WATCH PROJECT RUNWAY!!!tat sucks.i've been waiting the whole week for yesterday's episode.ArgHH!! n today i missed TIRAMISU cuz i got home late!!i reach home exactly at 9pm n the show ended at 9pm!!!AAaaAArrRRGGGGHHHHhhh!!!!!!!

arghh!!i hate holidays!!!

i hate holidays!!!!!cuz i have nothing betta to do but stay at home and rot cuz im broke!!!i dun even have money to buy batteries for my mp3.tats how broke i am.im planning to exercise tomorrow!!cuz im getting fat.its time that i used my treadmill that is collecting dust in fadly's room.i wish i could sleep!!i cant sleep n im so tired!!everytime i sleep i would wake up with a splitting headache!!i think its bcuz im nervous bout my n levels result.GOD!!when are they releasing it cuz its drivin me nuts!!i have a very strong feelin that im going to fail!!i hope its not true.people pls wish me luck cuz i need it!!i almost finish my holiday homework and now i desperately need some books to read.im a bookworm!!i cant live without reading any books. i have read the da vinci code for bout 30 times during the holidays.this is wat i did today at home.i woke up at bout 1pm then brush my teeth.i didnt bathe till bout 6.30pm.gosh.tats gross but i dun care.i had a craving for spagethi so i cooked it.YES!!ME!!I CAN COOK!!luckily i bought parmesan cheese when we went grocery last week.after that i watched mtv.i watch mtv prom date,high school stories n pimp my ride!!then bout 5pm i watched the drama tat i have been watching the during holidays.its on suria n its called DIA.im hooked on that drama n there's this one character that is such a goldigger n willing to do anything to get wat she wants including killin the guy's mom.she's so bad!!i cant wait for the next episode on monday.GOD!!...want am i going to do tomorrow!!

im back!!

yay!!im updating my blog after so long.well..tats bcuz i was on vacation.i decided to change my blogskin cuz its gettin kinda boring.i've started doing my holiday homework but i think i should wait till the n levels result then i'll do my homework cuz i'll be wastin my time if i fail n go to ITE.when are we gettin the n levels result.i'm so scared of failin cuz i dun wanna go toITE.when i got home on monday,i received a letter saying tat i receive the bursary award!!yay!!im gettin 250 bucks!!tis is my 4th time gettin the bursary.im so happy!!im waitin for the cheque to arrive so i can go shopping!!wat can i say...im a shopaholic!!then juz know wanie ask me if i wanna go waxing wif her.i would like to but im broke rite know.anyway it sounds painful but she said it will be fun.then i told her tat i'll go when i have the cash.OMG..i can believe im going to do tat but i've already promised her.i really need to go to the library and borrow some books cuz im so damn bored at home.i cant go out cuz im broke!!everyday i sleep at 2 am and wake up at almost 3 pm,bathe and then eat and juz rot at home.im growing fatter bcuz i've been eating non-stop!!i seriously need to lose some weight or else i wouldn't be able to fit into my school uniform when school reopen!!